6/7/12
Staying overnight at the hospital was not as bad as
I thought it would be. I guess I
was so floored about the news and trying to take everything in, I forgot how
shitty the food was and how much it sucked spending the night there alone and
not being able to sleep in my own bed.
When I first got up to the room I called my ex girlfriend at the time
and told her the news that I had a tumor in my heart and that I would need to
have heart surgery. Overwhelmed from the news she started to cry and as I tried
to comfort her and told her what was going to happen I started to cry too. Eventually we both calmed down and I
told her everything would be okay and it would be a standard procedure and that
I would be healthy again once the surgery was over. After I had made the call I was still upset myself from the
situation however, for some reason I knew things would be okay and I tried to
stay as positive as I could since I knew there was no way around it except for
having the surgery. So I mustered up everything I had and just tried to accept
the situation.
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